Nothing crazy to share today, just a small update about where life is right now.
I’m staying with my brother and spending alot more time around family. Its been good for me. I can get stuck in my own head when I’m alone too much, so being around other people has helped.
I’ve been hanging out with my son and we’ve been going for bike rides. He’s still little, so most of it is just following him around, helping when he needs it and watching him get excited over things adults dont really notice anymore.
I didnt know my son when he was first born ... but now I’m finally getting the chance to be part of his life. Even the normal days mean alot to me.
I’m still writing music whenever ideas come to me. Some days I get a full song started ... other days its just a few lyrics or a guitar part saved on my phone. I’m trying not to force it too much.
I’ve been eating healthier too. Actual meals, more water and less living off coffee and whatever is easiest. It sounds like basic stuff ... but it does make a difference.
Mostly I’m just trying to stay away from cocaine, be around my family and take care of myself better than I used to.
There isnt some huge lesson in this update ... life is just quieter right now, and I’m grateful for that.